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*-xiiaoGongzHu left at 03:55 am
I seriously have no time to go out or chat much. I have like 12 weeks to a 1.5 months of exams. Fuck it ! Whatever, I choose it anyways. 12 weeks to study 12 subjects. GND can ! Oh that means 'go and die'. => As I was saying, that is super rush can. I just hope my lax school shedule can help me out here. Mock exams are in sept. I have 1 month to study like 6 subjects. Also, GND ! ARGH !
I m seriously stressed out now. Back to smoking again. Sorwie guys. But I'll stop like once exams are over oki. => Those who have known me for a long time, should know by now that I smoke every exam period.
Oki this is a super taxing time for me. I hope everyone would understand me if I accidentally start blasting at people oki. And Im reali sorwie if I lag reply / forgot to reply you message ya. I would reply them asap.
Yupx and I promise oki, from 1 dec freedom day, I'll start meeting up with everyone ya. Dont forget me oki !
Lastly, for the O level-ers, A level-ers, and poly-ers : JIAYOU!
Especially the poly-ers ya. Projects should be due by next week or so, taxing period for you guys. FYP is next month. Reali needa jiayou ya. Stop going out ! =P
Back to studying ~ Love ya !
*-xiiaoGongzHu left at 11:33 am
I think the last time I blogged was like 100 years ago. Decided to blog today before doing my revision.
Went to ION with the alien and B yesterday. My foot has stupid blisters now =< But that aint the point. 2nd time at ION and I still feel as though I have not covered it. I super irritated because clothes there aint my size. Dior opening was yesterday. Finally ~ ! The next time, Im so going there.
Aiming for this burberry pouch for my camera. B said Im mad. The pouch must be like 2 to 3 times the price of my cam. Ah wells ~ He has a stupidly expensive fountain pen that he cannot use in school. Which means, he has NO chance of using it. Well he does, to fill in membership forms and feedback forms. -.-" At least my pouch has a use right. =P
Buying a Liz Claiborne bag next week. I tell you, if it cannot match my dress, I will so scream. I would have to buy a new bag. =< I want a silver clutch bag man. And a tote bag for school. Considering agnes b, miu miu, coach, burberry and dior. Dior is my favourate ! <3 Im afraid my bag would break if I put my laptop in. Then again, it's like 2 - 3 kg including charger.
Gonna self make a laptop maybe end of the year or Jan. I have to pay since my daddy would most probably kill me if he knows Im getting a gaming laptop again. My current's key board is dying on me. I either get a new keyboard or a new com. Hmmm... Still considering.
Gonna go shopping for shoes like after exams. Is it me or is nine west getting more and more uncomfortable ? The padding doesn't seem as soft anymore. But ah wells, I need shoes to match my dresses. Think I gotta result to keeping my shoes in my room since I have no more space. =<
So the order of things I wanna buy.
1. Clothes for the stupid idiot donkey (we quarreled, again~)
2. My own dresses (where ever size permits) ( oh shut up. B I know you are laughing!)
3. Bags
4. Shoes
5. 100 pairs of earrings, bracelets, anklets and necklace. (Oki maybe not that many, but you get what I mean right. =P )
Bet there are still many other things I wanna buy. But for now, this is it.
*-xiiaoGongzHu left at 10:59 am
Those stupid fake friends can just fuck off my life.
I m reali happy that I have a couple of true friends who are there for me through thick and thin. I m even more touched by those who appeared at the worse time of my life. Although we don't contact much, but you bothered to appear at the moment I reali reali need you. Thank you!
I reali reali miss a lot of people. I reali need you all here. Korkor I miss you. Daddy I miss you. Bestie I miss you.
*-xiiaoGongzHu left at 11:30 pm
I dont know why but I just had a sudden interest in Super Junior. Their dance moves are like wow. Their latest album reali caught my eye. They like improved so much. Vocals and dance wise, I think they reali proved the critics wrong. Everyone support Suju oki! Buy their Sorry, sorry album !
And not forgetting bang bang tang and choc 7. => Loves them all !
*-xiiaoGongzHu left at 01:01 pm
Exams starts in 113 days. I have 12 subjects, with a total of 174 topics to go through. Time is like short short short short short! Even if I take a day to complete 1 subject, I would have less than 10 times of revision! OMG! Jiayou man!
One good news is, I have 100 days till my birthday! Yay! Im trying to get my dad to go with me to register for driving. Omg I so cannot wait to get a car! Then I wouldn't have to public transport around any more!
For those who still believe that they are trying to improve the efficiency of public transport, I can tell you to stop waiting and just get a car. No one would reduce the flow of cars. In fact, they want it to increase so that we'll pay a high rake in taxes. If they were reali concerned, cabs would be made cheaper, buses would arrive at closer intervals and mrts would be at good locations. Seriously, who wants an mrt in the middle of no where, far away from schools and majority of the buildings? That's what the mrt is all about. Seriously, don't count on them to make the country better. It aint gonna happen. Count on yourself to make this a better place.
*-xiiaoGongzHu left at 12:35 pm
I've been posted to acjc for my exams. I guess God's telling me that I've been given another chance to start where I've left off. Grad year and exam location, Im on par with everyone else again. From this day on, I'll carry on my life of chionging. I wouldn't let that one mistake stop me. He will now officially be just a fragment of my life.
现在又到我全力奔速追逐人生。错过了就不会在回来。可是我不会在错过往后的人生，我会全力向未来前进。过了四年了，我已经成为败犬了吗？还好我不是女王，但我已经在转工一半的“小公主”！在多三个月我就满十八岁，过多十五年就三十二岁。听起来还满遥远的，可是区区十五年会一瞬间的在我眼前闪过。错过了四年，我还有几个四年？四个。我想我该运用前面两个四年全力追逐人生，做我真正想要做的事。在后面的两个四年，就好好找个人安定下来把。嗯，就这么办。送走了我生命里的宋允浩。好希望我生命中的盧卡斯会尽快出现喔。超想过一个美满人生的。
*-xiiaoGongzHu left at 01:15 pm
Why did you leave? Why did you stay? Why did you forget? What did i do wrong? These questions keep repeating in my mind. I keep telling myself to just do away with the questionings. I told myself not to wait for an answer that never appeared in 4 years. I told myself not to wait for a guy who never appeared in 4 years. But why can't I stop myself from thinking of you. Everytime I cry, you are the one who pops into my mind.
I stopped loving, I stopped smiling, I stopped living, all because of you. Nopex I m not blaming you. Actually if you knew, I never did blame you for anithing you did. Im just quick/hot tempered. But for me to reali blame you or get angry with you from the bottom of my heart, nopex I never did and I never will.
You're always so perfect. Even your life now is so perfect. I guess the onli imperfect thing that happened in your life was me. No wonder you are totally trashing me out. It's oki man, I deserved everything I have now.
I remember sitting at this same spot, 5 years ago, reading the message you sent telling me how much you love me. We made a promise never to let go. But I let you down and I let you go. I dont ever have the right to demend for an answer.
You taught me how to let you in, but you forgot to tell me how to let you out. Would you help me out for this last time? Teach me how to get you out of my mind! You are always that selfish right? I was always following you, I reali dont know how to get on without you.
No start of the relationship feels like the start of 11jan05. No one can ever make me smile like I used to. Nothing lasts forever. Ever since I learnt that, reali nothing lasts at all. I swear I miss you, I reali reali reali love you. Maybe I don't actually want to let you go.
Dear do you remember this song ? Never be replaced.
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until (until) the end (the end) of time
From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you, and I wanna have your kids
It can never compare to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You've made me thank God that I live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt, in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Enjoy everyday, that I spend with you
And I will miss you cause I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promised you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promised you that you will never be replaced
You will never be replaced
I feel for you, boy, yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until, the end, of time
This is a new song I wanna tell you, if you'll even ever hear about it.
I don抰 ever wanna lose you baby
I always wanna be with you
All you gotta do is learn to trust me
And I promise that I will stay true
I don抰 ever wanna lose you baby
Always wanna be with you
All you gotta do is learn to trust me
I promise that I will stay true
I know that it抯 been hard on you
And I know that I抦 not always with you
But you need to know that I do love you
And forever that抯 the way it will stay
And I know it抯 hard to trust me
When I抦 always out with all my boys
It抯 my job and I will never be broken
When I go home, it抯 with you I抣l stay
I try too hard to keep this going
And I will as long as you do too
Plus I love you and I will always will do
I only wanna be with you
I wish I had a sign to show you
You mean the world to me and that抯 the truth
I don抰 wanna be with no one else, boy
I only be with you
Trust me 慶ause I love you
I say I love you 慶ause I really mean it
I never felt this way before
Look at pictures of me when I抦 gone, boy
I抣l be the one you breath
Oh, wait you抮e the air I breath
Inspiration, you抮e the song I sing
I don抰 ever wanna lose you baby
Always wanna be with you
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